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(Verse)
I got a bottle of southern comfort and half an ounce
I been going hard all day i dont plan on just blacking out
im going comatose yo on the low
I been this cold since i stopped living at home and had to do it on my own
now that im back always gone
Faded in every song I dont get along
id rather just split and hit the bong
People looking at me "Like wtf are you on?"
The same say its wrong i dont belong in this position
I stayed strong and listened the days long and persistant
Now im different See in my decisions
The vision that i envision while im living in this prison
forgetting im not consistant for instance
having balance between being sober and lifted
My shoulders feel at their limits
the older i get i feel more misfit
everything is like "Oh there you missed it" What is this?
Most of us barely live double digits i dont know how to resist
(Hook)
I let the marijuana smoke dissapate in the air
with all your worries keep the ppl that care
we got one life just one life and nothing to spare
This my new shit the anthem living aint fair
(Verse)
I been bloodied I seen buddies 180 and just disgust me
Mostly by discussing me to ppl who aint nothing see
I keep a tight circle the way that i light purple
I dont need no extra hurdles i turtle the few i got
You woulda thought i been dropped or living up under rocks
Still on pursuit of finding pac this not the time to stop
I grind up a little pot Inhale Exhale
They dont require talent nowadays baby sex sells Thats real
Reguardless we all need to eat and pay the bills
aint it ill ppl spend they whole life chasing the same thrill
same drill blame pills only in framed stills
Is life even close to what remains killed
Lost Family close friends abandon me
I dose to keep my sanity and vanity in check
Cause i been a wreck regretting territories i overstepped
awaking after unsober sex
(Break)
Marijuana disapate in the air
I left my worries kept the ppl that cared
I got one life its clear
The only way im seeing you is rear view mirrors (uh)
(Verse)
Through the darkest shades im off the page not dropping bass
I pop the clutch and pace like something your grams could race
Sloth like the off type head in outerspace
Was outed and now i face doing the same stuff now thats fate
Im hating it Last chance to make something click
Suppose to be men we dont quit
We push it until we split bleed thick grieve quick
and probly die with most of our secrets damn
I see these hands a greedy man not eager to need a plan
dont understand how i stand how i am who i am
Id flood the hoover damn for a crisp hundred grand
dont give a damn man i got my homies my girl and fans and
(Bridge) x4
Im just starting to lay these footprints and know
you can expect more from me
Im just starting to lay these foot prints and know
you better expect more from me
(Hook Repeat) x3
(Verse) - Revitalize
see life just aint as easy as it looks,
an no matter what your told you just wont learn it outta books,
you gotta keep your heart warm, an shielded from the cold,
learn from history days gone by an the elders of the old,
wisdoms gotta funny way of makin ya feel bold,
takin it all in stride, driving yourself to a point of pride,
cuz see life is just a wicked ride,
at times we rise, to even our surprise,
maybe randomly we slide,
but knowingly we'll survive the crushing tide,
not backing down they outta hide,
cuz we're fighting for what we believe in,
our voice is as one an
there aint nothing we cant achieve,
trump card up our sleeve,
this stress'll be relieved,
cleaved from the trees of the bad seeds,
rushing hard like a knights steed,
no holding back boiling point to steam,
oppression seems blatently too obscene,
united forever fueling this dream team,
we'll make it through our own way,
so don't be led astray,
deception is decay,
hope provides a shining ray
so we're living through it day by day.
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(Verse)
I call this marijuana magic My getting use to the madness
My living use to be tragic just a youth in the attic
I had my sadness minus habits fucked a little less like rabbits
I could see me being average yet here i manage
Point of view so slanted and damaged im like a savage
When it comes to what matters i pick that cabbage ive had it
Invested money and time its funny that im recapping lost love
Most the women i had in my life either married or knocked up
I hit the pot uh Im feeling it in my system
Feeling it more then i ever felt you its kind of sickening
See me twisting just for instance
burning it slow appreciating my addiction time just slippin
Mind forgetting memories we thought wed always live with
Those infinite reversing increments
the reason why im fucking inking this im tired of thinking im shit
So this is it I hit the spliff
And let this vision of you simply slip to emptiness im envious
just of the end i guess
Breathing deep breaths to try and reset My life as a reject
Im packing up and shippin off my regrets Thats sweet stress
That had me pushing myself to bleed sweat and cry out
and miserys all i found now
Ive gotten up so many times i just feel like lying down
Vibing high to sounds like by the pound until i found
Some way to hold these memories in the tub til they drown
or atleast some kind of way to simply scribble you out
(Hook)
Cause i dont wanna think about the things we never did together now
I roll up forget how you flipped out
I remember how you use to say my name hate how it fuckin sounds
I roll up and think how you aint shit now
(Verse)
I dont wanna see your fucking face in the crowd
Ive said it aloud many a time get any to pity your lies
insidious eyes and idiots try to prove i was just the wrong guy
you made the long goodbye a year of hate can make a strong divide
like life time
I see you at your funeral thats too soon next time
At best im remembering that what we spent was less mine
ill take a triple sec with lime recline my bitter mind
where my inner sinner resides
the winner inside these wintery eyes itinerary high
Wide eyed and getting by
sky high and thinkin I
Need to quit this drinking I
seen somethings and havent even blinked an eye
I think tonight ill light this and try to enlighten me
just try and envision peace im dying to live in dreams
but nothing is what it seems just puffing and bumping beats
spend my days dazed hazed phase barely on my feet
but i found that fucking thing to drown the way you would speak
(Hook Repeat)
(Skit outro)
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(Bridge)
Its time i gave you just a little advice
Put down your silly dreams and move ahead with your life
this aint the time for games you can trust me im right
im thinking to myself in the back of my mind
(Hook)
Fuck you
Never backed me when i needed you most
Fuck you
Wouldnt care if i even came close
Fuck you
See me daily and treat me like im a ghost
Fuck you
Wont be the reason i give up and lose hope
Fuck You
(Verse)
Treated this like some phase said give it a week a couple of days
A decade im wrecking the page indefinitely aint no messing with jay
You step in my way get left with a phrase and hand gesture
you stand lesser like i am better
Then ever my efforts are endlessly measured
look weathered like treasure
Why would i ever hear you I got this life in a clearview
A head on my shoulders to steer through
any of that bs you dare spew
Middle finger policy Lack ideology and in time ill prolly see
eye to eye until then im Ali
(Bridge)
(verse)
didnt believe in me saying it freely
just hoping im taking the easy path you a greedy cat trash
Half of a person you only the ass no class
Im wishin you luck not giving you daps
You check me on that you get laughed at
And the middle finger on the last lap when i draft past (ha)
I been constantly dissuaded Told my talents were wasted
Ive grown with malice and hatred So jaded
I cant recall where the day went there aint much light in this basement
but im writing while lightin this spliff in amazement
thinking this mantra i came with
For all of those ppl that give you an urge
just with their words put you on the verge
of stressing to death and question worth
the ppl that hurt you by putting you down
talking about you when your not around
thinkin there better cause theyre in some crowd
the ignorant ppl that get in your face
its about time to give em a taste
(Bridge Repeat)
(Hook Repeat)
(Break) x3
Fuck you
(Bridge Repeat)
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(Verse)
I thought we had persistance this distance is something fatal
S'like everyone i ever knew changed when i left that table
When i left that cradle early who hurt me the most
surely it would serve me to know though
Those the times that i hold close making notes
try to stay low say no like its yes despite regrets try to write this text Next
Try to move on up these steps you know Incline
Walk thin lines and in time Appreciate whats been mine
cause give shine and ppl lose sight of the facts just trying to act
Make me wanna laugh snap scrap
Any mother fucker with a half ass sack
Chumps fucking light weights Deceitful ppl simple needs
Pitiful dispicable seeds with non hospitable greed
is something i just wanna leave but marijuana leaves are calming me
Make you bareable someone whose a little less terrible
But but
you spend some time time
You think its fine why?
I dont know you got that shit stuck in your mind im
getting on this plane what i mean when im getting high Fly
(Hook) x2
Chill chill chill all we know is Kill kill kill
Its the way we love its why i need these drugs
yet we stay
Still still still cause we love that Thrill thrill thrill
its the way we love its why i need these drugs
(Verse)
Baby check my pulse I wrote you this note too
explain why im so anti social
A bit of it is my folks though that young age going postal
infront of a snot nose kid and far from local
wish the focal point was me
Skip to my teens we move back way before my dad cracked
since then visitation a thing of the past B4 i was singing these raps
or ppl had apps me i been gettin in crap
lacking feedback asking EVAC now its scraps and weed sacks
damn
vision of bitterness limitless head full of blanked out images
writing to recollect what the picture is
Our differences they left us both with stitches
still havent crossed you off the shit list
kinna ridiculous but i been shit on so much i think why risk it
why not just stick to being the misfit weeded to just fit
We made adjustments never lacked substance
but nothing pisses me off more then hypocrites passing judgement
i wanna snap cause i wish there wasnt
im done with this world standing sick to my stomach like
(Hook)x2
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(Verse)
I always thought i lacked some purpose
but since i started to burn spliffs my words flip
and thoughts shift away from being worthless
i earned this every ink blotch all with the mentality to never think stop
when everything dropped this pape and pen is all i got
Plus that pot Plus that busted under trusted thing i call my conscious
All because my conflicts they made me someone whose conscious
now pompous on occasion im changing and learning patience
chasing something sacred and its all because my placement
was bottom authmn leaves on his knees
where i found my honesty I want my Oddysee to go and honour G's see
I want the ppl who look up to me to know whats up with me
to know it sucks to be
doing it the way i am just know that im not living comfortably one bit
dont run shit wanna jump shit but wont
Ive seen ppl sink and i just wanna stay afloat
(Break)
So the nice things bout not having nice things
is all i do is work and write things
(Verse)
Im distant at my closest and hopeless but focus on point
could stress myself to death i think thats why i roll them bomb joints
to calm joints you know those beats i run through like conveys
with a calm voice slick word flow and sick demeanor
spitting that ether a contradictive character Machine gun preacher
Deeper into my psyche coming lightly through these speakers
We ditched the no name sneakers for DC's and reefer
believe me its cheaper not considered a keeper
smoking face 2 face with the reaper kickin myself in the keyster
looking at lost time i spent with cheaters
back stabbers under achievers a ton of dem leechers
those life draining every damn night complaining
Putting you right in the pavement any chance they get a chance
to up and say shit i hate it but face it
certainly not the first time i needed replacements
most ppl low down and dirty like basements
thats probably why i stay more like an aquintence
yo fuck friends im sticking to pens and my dayshift
drama free i feel completely weightless debating if
I should take this spliff and just get wasted
like might as well no one can tell when im high as hell
thats chiming bells most my life i felt alone and celled
with nothing except these four walls and what i could spell
Lighting the L i reminisce memory remnants
setiments evidence i had heart before i had friendships
(Break)
(Verse)
Like this here this kicking it into fifth gear
a mixtape in two weeks when i was gone for 6 years
now its clear better then ever at this dear
whether i sip beers or spit sober or with blitzed ears
im doper then half the rappers coming this year
truthfully nowadays hiphop it aint been suiting me
Verses nothing but ad libs and hooks sounding so stupidly
it use to be you give it your all and prove to peeps
that you were worth way more then they could see but
now talents not a commodity a catching hook and a poppin beat
plus lack of modesty it blows my but thatll make you a milli honestly
and im sitting here with nothing but common trees
(outro) x2
Who am i trying to joke im tired of being so broke
got nothing but hope and pads full of notes
of stuff that i think when i smoke just trying to let go where i wont
So the nice thing bout not having nice things
is all i do is work and write things
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(hook) x2
Sitting here thinking light drinking right blinkin lights up in my vision as im
Waiting to Exhale
I roll another spliff light it then rewrite it shit im
Waiting to Exhale
(Verse)
I seen them fifty shades of green
Bust em and then brushed em up off of my jeans
thoughts of a fiend they got me mean I
Seen who i couldve been and noticed that i wasnt him
Wasnt someone who could live with someone pushing him
funny thing is now is im the one whose pushing them
debushing stems cause im sick of being a cushion friend
Kush is friend we been in and out it like times ten
rhymes then was something i just used to keep my mind in
Steel cage strange i dont feel rage blazed
use to dealin with it everyday heavy haze balance out my better days
keeps my mind off severed veins
and treasure things like living to see the weather change
see the snow fall when i got no hope at all
and my ballin is something minimal
you can bet your bottom dollar i got that fucking medicinal
that irresistable once you hit a bowl you invincable i roll a spliff full
(Hook) x2
(Verse)
Its all these empty pages my falls they left me vacant
I stalled and waited patiently blatantly they been faking
or so it seems now im just stuck in my purple dreams I
hurdled over schemes now hurtful is all i see I
Need to medicate me i dont hate me i just love the way it makes me
cause lately i been at my wits ends
Working like a goddamn dog and i aint got like 6 cents
just spent and rent went took a chunk of the cheque
But you bet i got a sixty im picking up stick icky
kinna picky nothing hits me like that kush
but i dont hold up wait a minute i vaporize it then hit it
take this high to its limits and then i puch
thinkin like im not last
take another one from the shot
i dropped class smoke pot faster then the average bastard
and mastered this being plastered
its like laughters all im after
roll another blunt and what me write a couple chapters
(hook) x2
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(Verse)
All of those lights they got me feeling faded
Memories vividly painted in every verse that i illustrated
I killed to live then hated having that life in the basement
as days went that stray kid stay locked away in containment its true
most thoughts will say that you aint shit
aint this aint that thats to soft so it aint rap
get off my back cut some slack jack trying to make some tracks zach
dying to make some fat cash
Put a little bit up in my back pack dont laugh mac
im slaving toward an early grave and all i have is monthly payments
got visions of being thats sleeping dude on city pavement
but the trick we play and the shit we say
is day to day i wonder why we live this way (hey hey hey)
(Hook)
Im losing myself
Im losing myself
Im losing myself
I need to find a way out
Im losing myself
Im losing myself
Im losing myself
I need to find me some help
(Verse)
Live in living colour I cover cause i think Why Judge?
Why grudge? Buy drugs
cause from what ive seen aint no telling what times does
Smudged twenty years of struggle
put a fake smile on my face inside this bubble
Its subtle but its something
I jumped in just blinded as i always am Always jammed
since writing on those hallways on my hands plans
never panned out couldnt get a damn now
let alone a hand out looking where i stand
how i made that full rotation from nothing to living patient
but that vacancy was not how i thought i would make that payment
in my own mind enslavement those days went and shit
i guess i carried on cause im gone
but im bringing you this song like like
(Hook)
(Verse)
Im calling emergency i got the purpest trees
but i aint got no purpose see me
im living in another world run in circles
feeling hurtful coping with this purple im finally seeing side effects
shit
my baby sisters looking like the current me
minus emergency its hurtin me to know its hurtin her
too many damn similarities like im the very worst of her
dispersing hurt and i been losing me for like a decade
self medicated dedicated really just glad i made it
some days im fully faded feeling blue and slightly jaded cruisin thru
the realest shit i ever wrote and fully true
the only way im losing me is if im losing you (uh)
(Hook)
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(Intro)
(Its just me and my girlfriend)
Baby baby, Youre here beside me
Baby baby, Youre here beside me
(Verse)
Aint a thing could make me give up this connection we have
know that neither of us perfect take the good with the bad
Now i dont swerve on the Ave
Cause it aint worth having it crash
Leaving life black, Putting you right back
Cause thats what itd take_ A shot to the Face
Otherwise you gon always have a place
No ifs, buts, or incase, Baby you been straight
You define down
Seen me lower then the lowest sat beside me with the crown
Id always have you around but your handling biz
Yo as sad as it is
We understand we gotta do it to make it through where we live
(baby baby) Sometimes wish it wasnt like this
But ima make it through thinking...
(hook)
Baby Baby, Youre here beside me
Baby Baby, Youre here beside me
(Verse)
And thats the only thought ill ever need To get me through the eve
Proud of what we have i where it on my sleeve
You always believed in me
Knew the thick from the skinny
I dont be eyeing other bitties i just wanna bring you with me everywhere i go Cant But
(Hook)
Baby Baby, Youre here beside me
Baby Baby, Youre here beside me
(And you have been)
(Bridge)
(Oh i wish to god) I had all the money in the world
i would give you the life you dreamed
(Oh i wish to god) I had all the money in the world
i would give you the life you dreamed
Its no surprise I dont
But you give me this look like its gonna be alright though
And write notes like
Baby Baby, Youre here beside me (I just wanna say)
Baby Baby, Im here beside you...
(Verse)
This the deepest i ever felt, we closer then most
You put the float in my boat, know what to do when i dont
You just a glimmer of hope, to the sinner that wrote
With every word i spoke know In a second id rope globes
Rearrange stars aiming as far so we can grow
Reassuring me to flow and take it to where im known
Condone the steady writing and brighten me on the phone
weve shown just how were stones
but i just want you to know
Baby baby, Im here beside you
Baby Baby, Im here beside you
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(Hook)
I dont have a mantra, I just think while on this gangja
All i know is
I dont wanna lose a good thing
I dont wanna lose a good thing
I dont wanna lose a good thing
I dont wanna I dont wanna
(Verse)
Shift spliff in finger tips, that thought just lingers with
Wondering how ill lose it, know its stupid but this thing persists
That sting it burns and sticks
Out of all the words you let slip?
"fine then, Lets split!"
I dont believe me ears to hear the shit i let my mouth spit
Renowned for this, backwardness
Pacifist like pass the fifth, lets find some ass to kick
Then back to spliffs, thinking of infinite trips
Where some of them end in eclipse
Ups and dips enough to make you fucking flip
(Hook Repeat)
(Verse)
So i walk around on Tip Toe, Reminiscent of Skitzo
One half is stone faced, the other half just gets stoned
I missed home in memory
But now that im back my future feels darker then ever see
And people envy me like MVPS
For things we pretend to be eventually thats how it happens
Pulling from different directions til you snap man
And you take it out on your close loved ones with back hands
Its sad damn, been in the cycle wont repeat it last chance
(Hook Repeat)
(Verse)
S'like People flaunt my imperfections at me, Saying im nasty
An obnoxious Loud mouth, how about im never happy
You ask me anything six days out the week im fucking snappy
And completely aggrivated I just cant explain it
How one second im good, and the next i wanna get wasted
Feel like my lifes been wasted, when i look back in amazement
The days went so quickly, Wrapped up in that sticky
What im standing on was shifty, Hope they miss me when im six deep
cause
(Hook Repeat)
(Verse)
So i dont plan to I got my focus on Im smoking bongs
Hoping god make an appearance before i grow some spawn
I need a sign or either im losing my mind
Im rolling like two at a time behind these eyes is blind
My hostile design just pushing away all the ppl i find
Im like whats the point in chillin just decline
Thats my kind Im use to being reclusive
Keep to myself obtuseness
Not stupid in the slightest my life i just so illusive thats why
(Hook Repeat)
(Verse)
Shit thats been my whole life though Unexpectancys
Pregnancy from ecstacy nine months later blessed to be
living but giving the recipe i dont wanna regret the next me
And sure as fuck couldnt bring myself to get a damn vasectomy
Just dont make sense to me eventually i want that life
Career and wife PT meetings hearing my kids are doing alright
Brighter then and better than me tonight
I made my mistakes to lead them right instead of left Never the Less
(Hook)
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(Verse)
I Ride on this beat like im skating
I guess i been debating lifes been kinna vacant
iI take it for what its worth WORSE
Mine dont cost a nickle, im fickle and sick like i got sniffles
Simple i been racking my brain over the riddle
Little gain Major pain
this time im not playing games Keep it plain
even Aim im taking the whole game man..
Just sick cause Hip Hop is unimpressive
Same cars same hoes same cash depressing
(hook)
I think its time I change It all feels kind of strange
This writing has kept me sane and now its carving my lane
there aint no one infront of me or holding me back
I think its time to do my thing and show these kids how to rap cause I
I need me Better things
I need me everything
I need the things in life that happiness could never bring
I need me better things
I need me everything
I need the things in life that happiness could never bring
(verse)
You didnt bet its bout that cash I check reality
Ass aint been no pal to me
Youd rather see me down a pound of E's
on the ground and sieze, foaming til i leave
And the moment i O.D. you check my pockets for O.G.
Cause what im rollin potent got me focused you noticed
while i was rhyming donuts around all of you useless components
and now im on it
Back to own it show everyone that theres heart here
Pockets fully emptied but you heard it ima start here
Fought years Not clear If i got the Cure
Im hopping from fear to fear for fear that if i smile ear to ear
things dear will disappear leaving me in this mirror
with just a blunt and a beer
put that fucker into gear and put that needle to its limits
i pin it less then a minute
Im hoping to have the whole industry in a bitch fit
Just sick man hip Hop is unimpressive
Same Cars Same Hoes Same Cash Depressing
(Hook Repeat)
(Verse)
CREAM CREAM dollar dollar bill dollar bill im thinking
Cash rules everything I ever see
Better days there better be im just writing so you remember me
When weather gets cold like december eves
CREAM dollar dollar bill dollar bill im thinking
Cash rules everything I ever see
Better days there better be im just writing so you remember me
When weather gets cold like december eves
CREAM dollar dollar bill dollar bill
Holla ill If you like what you hearing then holla ill
Pop a pill Kick back and relax
And dive right into some deep tracks
The type of stuff i put myself into each track i bleed rap
Thats why im so sick that hip hop is unimpressive
the same cars The same Hoes the same cash depressing
(Hook)
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(Verse)
I been living looking through this rearview
see that this life isnt always what it appears dude
you gotta steer through aint no guarentees
apparently the only guarentee is getting buried deep (uh)
Sleep tight i think of it each night like
one day we might go wake up and just see life
left us out at sea right on E and running green lights
Dreams sights when the steams turns ice (uh)
frost burnt with the way that i toss turnt
you wouldnt think i shot first got hurt or lost earth but its
none of the above i wonder if these drugs
got the answers to the questions that i shrug (yeah)
and even if they didnt i would listen i just wanna know these visions
aiint products of my decisions
or indecisions given how im living vision blurred
(hook)
My whole Life
I was willing to work
My whole life
I was killing for first
My whole life
I was given the worst Its probably why i put everything i got in a verse (uh)
(Verse)
I dont get it this life isnt what they told me
when im in it deep now im just laughing looking at the old me
cold feet stage freight never gave a fuck about brake lights
i hated life but made it to jaded life
Now im here im always sippin a beer
Vision blurred in the mirror i blaze it becomes clear
but i dont remember seeing this face last year
im half neat the middle a quarter of what we live in this riddle
belittled everything i have or had
and put it under doormats and that was not my format
ignore half of everything thats keeping me sane
for some aim in the game i window to entertain
but aint it funny that money make your buddy look at you hungry
i seen the sunny and many things that numb me
listen hunny some things glistening are bloody (uh)
(Hook)
(Verse)
Cause they cant take that back its not so abstract
sick of setting flags to half mast then act as
Im not completely fed up with back lash cash lacks
kinna like karmas making me pay an ass tax the flash backs continual
Ive always been cynical like you live life and then you go
you either grow or you get lost in undertow
too many others know got stories thats untold
souls that got sold stuck on a road of pot holes
shot throttle might as well drown in the moscato
we hollow not role models
Drinking and dope problems thinking we dont got em
living with the sinnin we see us as broke condoms
falling apart like authmn leaves i work my heart out and honestly
i just want so,me recognition geez
its like its too much to ask i feel like all we are is numbers at tax
thats a fact
(Hook)
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(intro/hook) x5
I gotta do it on my own
(Verse)
I was never perfect and certainly not clean cut
had ambitions that were bigger then the stuff that i could dream up
mind on other planets but my body never beamed up
i seen luck once suffered injury the same night
i always knew that karma was a bitch i seen her take life
Rape mine then kiss me
now i kind of get it my company comes with misery
And happiness is never civil see always riddled me but
since i switched that little g its like i set up shop next to Italy
Literally cause i dont understand this new culture of hip hop history
But im movin on with the thought that ima carve my own lanes
theres melody in change got harmony in my veins
aint no harming me i guess im just saying
(Hook) x 5
(Verse)
Tried to depict a picture i ended up sleeping with her
she ended up keeping pictures i guess thats a secret
see me neglected to egypt and then repeat it
weeded on the daily like i need it conceided
my only dream was writing sixteens kid
nobody ever understood why i was writtin why i would
everyday in class couldnt pay attention now i would if i could
but i couldnt not a penny in my tenement let alone the equivelent
Got my mind on some little shit
no acquittal in the middle hearing fiddle sticks
'and life use to feel so limitless
knew a million homies had my hands full of women
where i stand how im sitting i just slowly see how im slippin
sippin like my pappy use too dont make you happy like i use too
ill always be that guy though since cairo
bring in love is the only time i feel despised so
its probably why my eyes low
why i ditched that hydro
cause i know
besides my kin and next to it all i have is excrement
my testament it wont mean a thing until i rest in pits
i guess it fits hit the spliff then digest this shit
(hook) x5
(Hook Repeat) x3
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(Verse) - Selph
Ive known her for a few years
the type of chick to kick back and have a few beers
Meet up here and there all up in my pubic hair
Baby tell me move it where it feels good its hard to conceal wood
reminiscing on the times we snuck away and still would
gimme chills good ha Like i need another fix
Loving this hitting the bong once and giving you cumming fits
Pass out blitzed and wake alone like shit?
You mustve dipped and headed home right quick
but i leave my crib and see you chillin with chris??
(Verse)
So we're living alone in harmony,
and now your hissy fits are hardly harming me,
but I can't take it when you're far from me,
I even bought a mirror so I can always see,
I check it in the morning, it's an ugly day,
and I don't mean its pouring, as some might say,
I check you in the night, but we always fight,
I'm sorry I can't help it that I'm always right
I'm always right, I'm always right
I wanna wake up, from this dream,
when we pretend to love, we're just being mean,
I can't take this, anymore
we gave up all the goals, so we're just keeping score
we're keeping score
Something was up that night,
something just didn't feel right,
I could tell the air was thick,
and you were not on my dick
so of course, I freaked out
you know I love to, scream and shout,
but in the end, its always me,
using my words violently, on you
just for something to do,
(Break Down)
she's loving the crew, she's loving the crew,
loving the crew, yeah she's loving the crew,
loving the crew, fuck your crew
just fuck your crew
(Bridge)
we're so stuck up,
the killin' just ain't enough
oh we love to fuck up,
but mostly just fuck to love
we're so stuck up,
the killin' just ain't enough
but we love to fuck up,
but mostly just fuck to love
(Verse) - Selph
haha yeah i feel that listen just lemme flip it a little something like this
I know a groupie or two
Who likes to fuck with the crew
they do whatever that you want em to do
you hear us fucking to love and loving seeing when we fuck up
asking why were stuck up we just look at you like dumb sluts
suck it up i shit on your whole squad
i take your chick your bitch your wife and even your hoe dog
leave you with lotion put your whole swagger on Hold On
go on grab the phone call whoever signed you
apologize for the let down and put all this behind you
you seem like and o.k. dude but your lines aint got no i.q.
i fly through beats kinna like your ladies panties
and send her onto mike with my masters in a camry
playing what i just wrote so she can understand me
fuck your crew she bumpin my crew she loving our crew
she fucking the crew (uh) she fucking the crew
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"Selph Conscious brings you a brand new mixtape featuring 13 songs of something a little bit different; Past, Present, Future - Perfectly melded with concepts from highs and lows of daily life, fueled and underlined with heart wrenching, powerful, raw, aggressive lyrics. Whether your a long time hip-hop fan or a frequent listener, CHRONICles is sure to change the way you see the genre for years to come."
Well.. Its been a long, long time in the making. At times I wasnt quite sure there would be an album, But here it is; I hope everyone enjoys the first installment to CHRONICles. Keep an eye out for the rest in the near future.
- Selph
released June 14, 2013
Theres so many people id like to give thanks and credit to for this, starting with my girlfriend. You've been there for me babe, through thick n thin. My Family, for always sticking together and showing me whats important. The Homies(!!)! for always being there when i need someone to roll with (haha).
Every talented producer featured on this disc:
Emancipator, Jurd Beats, Sinima Beats, Mr. Kooman, Scarecrow Beats, AfroKeyz, RedHookNoodles, Era Homemade Instrumentals.
Everyone check them out, just amazing...
Lastly Everyone actually a part of this disc: Revitilize, Frost, Kyla White, And Big Bud all on back round vocals. Thanks guys.
Selph Conscious
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